i cancelled everybody.it turns out.i am spending this week alone.
we have this technique planned.i am going to put to test from the 14th itself.somehow i just can't wait to bunk.
that time i passed up bunkin.it didn't feel like it was time yet.it is time now.
and i'll do it.there's always a time for everything.not the time adults set for you.but the time you set for yourself.its very easy to break adult morals and overstep.they have too many anyway.but they are your morals the ones you stand by.throughout your life.if you let others make your limits for yourself.you will always blur.there will always be doubt.nobody knows you better.only you know how your mind works.of course the guilt when you overstep your own morals is twice and million times more crushing.
random bizarre thoughts.
its weird.isn't it?only two more years to our teenagehood.and heck,we might not even recognise each other later.thats everything i wanted.before.i can see where i am going very much.i want to become like the people i admire.and i am doing everything to get there.and i am enjoying the process.
i'll probably get out of school to get into some nice arts college.do a few internships.
my dream career would be at Random Publishing House.it took me a long time to figure out my dream.didn't it? =).but i would be happy there.in that circle.of intellectuals.aantel?no.its more.
and i am going to get that.that job.even if it takes me years.i will get there atlast.
irony and wit.they could take me as a caricaturist.or an article writer.that would'nt matter.as long as i was part of the enterprise.and got the recognition.i could hold my own.i believe.
foreign film festivals and art exhibitions.book readings.i think i would certainly like that.atleast for a few years.not for a lifetime maybe.but yes,for a few years.until i can do my own thing.it sounds very well.
but life can always take me elsewhere.here's to that.to what future holds.
i don't need a new introduction.do i?here.continue.i think we are more individuals in this blog.so begin your story.i wait./
